waiting...

These last few days are always so hard.  The waiting game gets old especially when I keep having contractions and then they stop when I start thinking they're serious.  So everything is prepared, I'm dilated to 3, maybe more now.  It's such an up and down thing for me.  My feelings say "I'm ready" no wait "I'm not ready.  I go back and forth from day to day.  But really overall I'm way ready and excited to hold my baby boy.  We have actually picked a name, but we're not telling anyone until he's born! ;)  I will say on here we'll call him baby S.

Blessings,
JM